WOOOO!!!!

I forgot to post this with the other post, but I didn't feel like editing.
My sweet project is done and I mastered it. I failed the crunch project. I stopped crunches one the third day. I didn't feel like doing it again. I will finish it. Someday. =( And my stupid habbit of knuckle craking I am happy is say is gone. WOOO!!!! Just wanted to say. =)

For Real

Yes, I know I was gone for some time. I have been busy, but I am back.

I am so proud of myself. I have an idea for my PROJECT 365. Everday I will be posting a make-up idea. YES I AM IN LOVE WITH MAKE-UP...

I will post a link to the site when I am done. As of now, I don't really know when I will start it. But it will not only be about putting on make-up but tips and such. I'll keep you posted on that!!

Yes, gone with the old in with the new. This means the date 3/18/10 is LOOOOONG forgotten. Happy about that! =)

Let's See

Today was amazing. My best friend is going out with my boyfriends best friend. We all have fun together. Anyway, today was the official play for the adults. WE MASTERED IT!!! I am so happy. The whole drama was going to go to the diner but people backed out and I was one of them. God, I am soooooo freaking happy right now. I went to school at 6 and now it is 10. WOW!!!!!

To all the people in drama: YOU GUYS WERE AMAZING. YOU BRING ME UP. YOU SHINE. YOU GUYS ARE MY FOREVERS. FOR SURE. FOR REAL. YOU MAKE ME LAUGH, AND OTHERS TOO. WOW, LEAVING THEM THIS YEAR WILL BE SOOOOO HARD. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT YOU.


By the way: Future Pirate BABY!!!! =)

Okay Sorry

Yes, I know I haven't wrote anything in a while. I have been really busy. I am glad so say that my project is complete and not a single sweet. Congrats to myself. When I think of it, it makes me sad. I really liked pushing myself to do something and I accomplished it. I might do something like that again soon.

Plus, I don't really have much to say. Not only am I doing the school play, I became the stupid prop person and now I juggle everything. Just great!

Uhmm..

NO SWEETS WOOOO! I thought this would be hard, but I am getting used to it. AS well as not eating sweets and such, I am doing crunches and I am stopping my habit of cracking my knuckles.

SWEETS PROJECT ENDS- next Tuesday
CRUNCHES ENDS- next Thursday
CRACKING KNUCKLES ENDS- next Wednesday

I got asked out at lunch today. I liked that kid. He walked me home. He kissed my cheek, and I kissed him back. The first 5 minutes of walking home, it felt awkward. Like we didn't know what to say, and then we started talking, all the way to my house. =)

Oh, I forgot to say. I always have my nails long. When they are long I always have them done. I take REALLY good care of my nails. I always file them. So a week ago the pinkie one broke. It took stupid so I cut the other pinkie one off. Then it looked even more stupider so I cut them all off. I was upset, and then to make them look nice I painted them a nice shiny glitter pink color.

Btw, it looks nice out. I will go out! Can't wait till friday, for the sleepover!

You didn't have too, but you did love you!

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes. Started making his way past two in the morning. He hasn't been sober for days...
Leaning now into the breeze Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees.
They had breakfast together but two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs...
Now this place seems familiar to him She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin she led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
left him dying to get in...

Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling, I'm calling at night I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl? She's been running through my dreams
and it's driving me crazy, it seems I'm going to ask her to marry me...

Even though she doesn't believe in love, he's determined to call her bluff. Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut...
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
he pleads though he tries, but he's only denied now he's dying to get inside...

Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling, I'm calling at night I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl? She's been running through my dreams and it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me...

The neighbors said she moved away, funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then but it's starting to all make sense.
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds are following me in my desperate endeavor to find my whoever, wherever she may be...

[Juliet Simms:] I'm not coming back (forgive me) I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, (I'm not calling, I'm not calling) but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm) washing you out of my hair and out of my mind keeping an eye on the world,
from so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head..





the same person who wrote the other note wrote this to me. (he) =)

Yay!

Today was nice. He might break up with his girlfriend. Hooray. He will probably ask out my friend yay!


Before I forget JAMIE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =)

Yeah, thats today. =)

Okay, my project is doing well. SO FAR NO SWEETS. I FEEL GOOD!!!!

Hate or Love

The project is going well. I haven't eaten a sweet thing. AND I am not planning to. You don't know how much I crave candy right now!!!! Ugh, once I get used to this, I'll be better. Pooy!

Hate is a strong word. Just like love. I have said I hate you to some people in fights, but I don't really mean it. You can NEVER say I hate you to someone who didn't do anything. Hate is a circle. When you hate someone, that person hates someone else, then that person hates another person, and that person hates you. It goes around. Just like karma. And yes, karma is a bitch.

I laugh, I dance, I dream, I sing, I breath, I cry, I smile, I sleep, I eat, I drink, I think, I care, I love!

You copy, you swear, you promise, you lie, you grin, you kill, you look, you glare, you observe, you hate.

I am listing to Somebody Told Me, by The Killers. Amazing song! Yeah.

Lately, I haven't felt like writing prompts. I will do one. Soon. I hope. I think. I guess.

I miss, I skip, I wait, I giggle, I hold, I listen, I watch, I go, I need, I feel, I talk, I adore!

You fall, you scream, you touch, you swallow, you punch, you stumble, you creep, you change, you score.

For?

I was just listening to music. And I remembered this song from like years ago called Runaway Love. I used to like that song. I decided to listen to it. It is such a sad song. It is about kids who run away from home FOR A REASON!!!! Then I listened to this song called Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word. God, I love sad songs. Especially songs that are true.

Ugh, I don’t know what to write anymore.

OH, (lol) also, well about that site that I mentioned in one of my posts about that old site that I decided to check out. Well, I was happy to know that I don’t even go on it. YAY!!!!

I can't wait till Friday. I am finally going to sleepover my old friends house. I haven't seen her since 2 years ago. I only talked to her.

I have a plan for my project. THIS IS JUST A TEST TO TRY. Starting tomorrow I am not going to eat any candy or sweet until next Tuesday. I love candy but I am not crazy about it so I think this might work. I am just practicing to see want it is like. I'l post up on that.

Everything

So, I went to the movies on friday, and I saw ALICE IN WONDERLAND. I saw it in 3D. I loved it. I was going to post on friday, but I didn’t feel like it.

I don’t remember if I wrote this, but just in case, he is going back out with his girlfriend. I give up on trying to get him and my friend together. I will just get his facts straight tomorrow.

Also, after I got home on friday, yes it was raining badly. As much as I LOVE the rain, it pissed me off. It rained the whole saturday, and today. Plus, it hailed today morning.

Ugh, I didn’t do my gym sheet, and now I have to count up (from monday) how many steps I took. =(

I noticed that I haven't wrote any prompts in a while. I will start doing them soon. Also, I am still thinking about what I want do for a whole year project.

Aww, I love you too

chances are, i have a heart thats twice as bigger than yours. but i wont hold that against you.
also i probably think about stuff ten times more then you.
lately ive been more tired than usual and it’s been wearing me out. but i wont let that stop me.
to be honest, i can probably understand you way more than i can understand myself. im just that kind of person. i like to observe things. not just things.. people. im a big observer and a good listener.
and one day, im hoping to get back 1/3 of what i’ve given away.

and im still waiting for someone to come along that understands me completely



he wrote this for me =)

Together?

Okay so, I don't really have much to say. I have 3 tests so I have to study.

I hate my drama teacher. Ugh, she is on her period everyday. She constantly yells at everyone. Yeah, I have a part in the play. I am also the prop person too. I had to get the basket of props so I left the preforming room and went into my drama teachers room to get the basket. While, I am gone she starts yelling where is the basket of props, and when I came back she starts yelling at me. God, I hate her. She starts all this crap and can't shut her mouth.

End?

What if the world ended in this back hole? I don’t believe the crap that the world will end in 2012. I like the picture. It is pretty. Okay, so he broke up with his girlfriend and he talked to my friend today. I have tons of homework and essays, so I can’t really write much. Like the picture?

Blah

Today was pretty much a good day. I am missing most of my classes because of drama rehearsals. Thank God!!! Lol, so my friend likes this boy in my class who is amazing. Yeah, he doesn't really do well in school, but he has a really good personality and really pretty eyes. I like this boy to, much he doesn't know. I got off track. Anyway, my friend and him make a great couple. As much as I wish I would, he doesn't doesn't look good with me. He is tall and so am I but, we don't fit. So I asked him if he thought my friend was pretty. He said yeah, but he has a girlfriend. The conversation we had is private but the main points are he likes my friend, and would give her a chance IF he didn't have a girlfriend.

I told my friend the whole conversation. She was excited. She asked me if it was okay that he liked her and IF he asked her out would I be okay. I was like of course!!! Now he wants to talk to my friend. I am ecstatic. I hope I can get them together.



When I get home from school, my books that I ordered online finally came. I was so happy. I open the box to be upset. I ordered 3 books in hardcover. The same 3 books that I ordered came, except that 1 was in paperback. Now, I have to send that one back. And then I will have to wait until they get it, and ship me the right book. Ugh, this is why I hate ordering books online. But the day was great.

Your Own Place

I have always wondered where do I fit in. Not in the personality characteristics, but in the life characteristics. What I mean is, that when I was younger I wanted to be a vet. Now I want to be a children's doctor. I still want to be that. I want to pursue that career and will. I know I can do it. =)

Anyway, I watched Julie and Julia. It was amazing. The cooking project that she wanted to cook her way through a cookbook. (I AM NOT GIVING INFO, SO NO NAMES.) That kind of inspired me to keep with something for the whole year. I don't necessarily want to cook but maybe something different. I might TRY to read and finish a book each day so I can finish 365 books. But with all my homework, I won't be able to do something like that. Maybe, well I have a list of about 500 songs to download and I will download all the songs by the end of the year. Ugh, I want to do something. I am into cooking maybe I'll try to cook through a cookbook, just like she did in the movie. I have a load of time to think, because I want to start from summer to summer. I guess we will just have to see.

Idol's / Promise

“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you’re wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn’t love you any more.” - Lady Gaga

I know a lot of people don't like Lady Gaga. I like her. I THINK she has an amazing voice. She is my idol. You're probably thinking out of all people why pick her. Okay, yes I do have other idol's. I do not pick rate my idol's from highest to low. They are all the same. Anyway, she is my idol because of many reasons. First, she isn't scared to dress her personality. Next, she has the right words coming out of her mouth. She doesn't sit there and curse every second like those gay rap stars. She doesn't act like a kid. She acts who she is which is mature. Also, when the rumors came out saying that she was a he/she, she didn't go crazy and stop singing. She went on no matter what. Screw those people who want to mess up peoples lives. People who do mess up other's lives have nothing better to do. Go Lady Gaga!


Promise- an oral or written agreement to do or not to do something; vow.

I hate it when people promise. Some people I believe their promises. But some people I don't. Honestly, either if I trust you or not, I still hate it when people promise. I can't stand it when you say "I promise I won't talk anymore" to a teacher. Obviously you will talk, so don't even bother saying it. It makes you look stupid in front of the whole class.


Okie, so I am going to do my third prompt.

I cry myself to sleep,
On those wonderful nights I think about you.
I don't know how my love for you became this deep.
We would sit together in the blue.
You'd take my hand.
And show me the way.
We'd lay together in the sand.
Then you would stay.

Sluts and Speeches

Ha, I know that both of those don't go together. I just had to name it.

Anyway, this new girl came into my school. She looked very pretty. I don't like labeling people when I see them, but to me she looked like a slut. I might have been wrong. But, she looked like a nice person. Later on, everybody was saying she was a slut. They made her feel bad. Okay, I don't know if she is (I didn't talk to her) but I did see her and she wasn't even around all the guys. Guys can be such douches! They kept laughing at her. I did feel bad. I can't really judge a person on how they look. I kept my mouth shut.

Also, in gym today, I really hate this girl. God she got on my last nerve. They kept cheating on the score so I kept correcting them. The girl kept on yelling at me, that I am taking away their score. She was being such an ass. She is a WANNA be whore. She wants all the guys to like her. I start yelling at her, cause when some freaking person yells at me, I do the same. In my head I wanted to go over to her and punch her in the face, until I knocked out some teeth.

Okay, today my reading teacher gave this speech. I love listening to speeches. Not like history speeches, ugh I HATE those. This speech was on life. It was that everybody had a place in their life. My school used to have a lot of different minors. If kids did not do good, there was always a minor to back them up. This might seem confusing but here is an example. If you are not good in learning, but you can draw well, you are an artist. Or if you have a hard time with school work, and you like baking you could continue baking. Now the school has the gayest minors left like computers, chorus, lego robotics, graphic designs. Her speech stuck out to me.

I don't know

HAPPY BIRDAY TO YOU!!!! (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.)

Anyway, I read this really sad post. I don't feel like talking about it. If you think you know what I am talking about, you have no idea. No, it is not about death or anyone breaking up, but it is pretty sad. Have any idea now? I guess not =). That is the way it is supposed to be.

Okay, I was looking for something to watch and I came upon this really old show that I used to love when I was younger. I decided to watch it and at the end I started to cry. There isn't a really good reason on why I cried it is just well I used to love the show and it brought back soooo many memories on when I was a kid.

I really love movies. Different types. I love it when the movie ends suddenly leaving you to think. Many hate it like that. I like it cause you can just wonder what will happen next.

I was supposed to get a new phone at the end of Feb, when the contract ended, but my parents went on a cruise so I couldn't really get one. They came back and don't want me to get the phone I want. My piece of shit will break if they don't get me a new one.

There is this guy and he doesn't know what soap is or showers or baths. Ugh, he creeps me out. His hair was a mop. He is so unorganized and it pisses me off. No one will tell him how bad he smells. He never stops shaking is leg, and is always staring at me. And when no one is around...... well lets just keep that part a secret. =)

"I was in the shower, and I suddenly realized something, an incentive to keep me from procrastinating. It’s that every minute I spend doing something I regret, something I shouldn’t be doing at that time, I am actually hurting myself. What’s worse than feeling dead and tired when you have plenty of work left to do?" - the way I think of this?????? I don't know.

^ I did not write that. ^ I wrote this...... =)
Ha, I noticed I sometimes confuse myself.

Oh, I don't feel like writing a prompt today.

Forgetting

Today was pretty much an okay day. I forgot that it was a leap year so I thought it was Feb. 29 today. I had a project due on March first. So me being so ”SMART” and all, thought I would come home and do it. While I am sitting and eating I look at the calender and it is flipped to March. What the hell, I think. I can’t stand it when the calender is flipped a day ahead. I get up to change the calender and when I flip the calender it stops at Feb. 28. SHIT!, I think. It is six thirty one. Thank god I had a poster board and all the pictures all ready printed. I had my essay on the computer. While the computer is turning on, I am taping all the pictures. I run out of tape and I run around the house looking for tape. Then I click print to print the essay, and the paper gets stuck. I spent 15 minutes trying to get the paper out. I have no idea but I some how get it out. I finally print it out and stick it on the board.

I was tired after that. God this is why I HATE projects. If it looks like a short project I usually leave it too last minute. NEVER EVER WILL I LEAVE IT.

Oh, and then I leave the project on my couch and get into the car to get ready to go to school. I end up realizing, that right before we leave the driveway. I go back in and get the project. I have no clue why I started being forgetful. I was always good at remembering. =(

So this is going to be my second writing prompt. It will be a poem.

Oh how I love homework

I think it's the best.

It keeps me up late

when I cram for a test.

Oh how I love homework

what can I say?

Those thousand of silly problems

I do each day.

Yeah, I know it isn't that good. I know what you're thinking. No, I HATE homework. =) Homework was just the first thing that came to my mind.